Headaches
I think I need to get my eyes checked. I’ve had a headache for a few days now. And my ear hurts. Maybe I don’t need to see an eye doctor as much as I need to see a doctor. Though I do need to get new glasses. Pretty soon I will be the ultimate geek with my glasses taped.
At any rate, I’ve determined life is not fair. I know, I know. This is common knowledge. But, as Matt put it, we’ve done everything on our own since I’ve been in college. I’ve don’t have anyone to fall back on.
Honestly, I have also determined that I am the black sheep of my family. Sometimes I wonder if they even remember I am here and I need help as much as the next guy. I’ve worked so hard my whole life, sometimes I wonder when my turn to be spoiled/lazy will come. I also suck at the few things I want to excel at. I listen and do what’s expected of me, and more, but I guess that isn’t enough. It makes me wonder why I should even try. What’s the point?
I need to get out of this funk and back into my groove. I need to get back in to the habit of going to the gym in the mornings, more than just Tuesday and Thursdays. I think that would help me. I don’t know what else to do.
I also hate when people don’t list. Yes, I suck at birthdays and Chirstmas, but I thought it had already been established that I don’t do birthday’s well? What’s the point when you’ve been replaced by the ones who should care the most? For the last 10 years it has been a non-factor. Time to move on and understand I don’t celebrate my birthday. Period. Thus, I suck at yours.
>_< I am done for now. I need to get rid of this headache so I can get into a better mood. Maybe ice cream will help.